only so he can destroy them when you hit reality, as he nearly crushes your head to the Floor.
please wake up bef Ore mo Rning comes, please s Tay in contact with the sun, it’s the Only thing that kn Ows how to keep you alive.
I can say No False Affirmations We hide in Silence Lessons from a walk in the dark UNBROKEN VOWS Like a bird 2 o'clock No Happy Ending Deadly Storm What a Lad! I know now I am not your possession to abuse and keep You were right, it's dramatic, and all for show But it was you in the lead role, so desperate to grow Like a parasite you tried to consume and destroy my life Like a human being I tried to be your partner, friend and wife Go back to where you came from; it is what you do best Go back to being nothing,; an annoying little pest And when you get there be sure look up high Can you see me beaming brightly, lighting up the sky Each night I am reminded that you are evil, selfish and vile Each night I am reminded how lucky I am, blessed and smile You should see them now you've gone; happy, confident and born again All their own work, they erased you and survived any pain It was much easier than I thought; you can't miss what was never there But unlike you, I did feel true love, I wanted to grow, experience and share What a waste, a pointless thought and an unwanted gift All you saw was credibility, an excuse and blame to shift It is getting closer, that beautiful light calling me Close my eyes spread my wings and I am flying free It's over, just give up and please let us be Never again imprisoned, now and forever I'm holding the key Your self-pity and fairy tales fall on deaf ears Your stories and lies create no sympathy tears One by one everyone is hearing the truth T. there will be pain I try to make things calm, quiet and fast You try to justify, lie and buck pass Please don't put me in a box It doesn't hurt anymore, that's just how it goes I can cope; survive as long as the world never knows Keep my cards to my chest and my true feelings very near But you are getting more powerful, your greatest weapon; my fear Please don't put me in a box A moment of clarity, I'm not protecting them, like I think My greatest failing, my babies, I begin to sink Do to me what you can; they are my reason to fight Tear up all the carpets, there's no where left to put this out of sight But, please don't put me in a box There are agencies a plenty desperate to stand by our side They promise to make a difference; there will be a change of tide Stop, shock horror there is a pigeon hole on reserve Wasn't expecting that, a real ball with a curve Why are you putting me in a box? And if pain has a voice Is it a sob, a cry in the dark?
It seems easier just to go on, Smoking crack and popping pills until dawn, Knowing in the end what will be, will be. First responders often have unresolved feelings regarding their work with addicts, as well. She remembers twinkling blue eyes, And his voice so confident and low.Sometimes I tended the weeds and neglected the flowers; ignored the weaker delicate ones, not knowing their worth. I opened the gates and you entered where no other had been before.ADULT VICTIMIZATION IN FEMALE SURVIVORS OF CHILDHOOD VIOLENCE AND ABUSE: THE CONTRIBUTION OF MULTIPLE TYPES OF VIOLENCE (abstract), Helene Flood Aakvaag, Siri Thoresen, Tore Wentzel-Larsen and Grete Dyb, THE INTERSECTION OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND CHILD VICTIMIZATION: UNDERSTANDING THE ISSUES, DEVELOPING A COORDINATED COMMUNITY RESPONSE (online tutorial), Rural Victimization Project, Institute for Family Violence Studies, School of Social Work, Florida State University, Tallahassee, FL., Jeffrey L. Mbilinyi and Sudha Shetty, Judicial Council of California Administrative Office of the Courts, Center for Families, Children, & the Courts, San Francisco, CA: March 2003.Writing poetry is one way addicts and others share the pain and turmoil that drug addiction brings into their lives. But you're still smoking crack, And I've given up hope. I can't watch one more day, As you throw your life away, Push a needle in your vein, and slowly go insane.Sadness and desperation are universal themes in these poems, which often forge a strong emotional connection between the writer and the reader. I know that you tried, But in the end It turns out you lied. But you weren't any more successful that time, my friend. You'll always love me less Than you love your dope. Your promises don't turn out, I've already seen it. Seems there's nothing I can do To get through to you.